Even though I haven't submit anything to here for almost a year, one of my deviations has gotten a ton of favorites. I have not a clue as to why.
Should I write something on why I've stopped submitting? I don't think I do. Most of the people who watched me here were people I knew in high school and such.
Half of me wants to get rid of all the stuff on here (because a large amount of it is really terrible), but I also want to keep it as kind of a memoriam of my high school years. All my anger, bitterness, and confusion that I experienced throughout those years and that came to a head around last year are exhibited here, and as incomprehensible, stupid, and ameturish they are, they're kind of important to me.
Well, I won't do anything right now. I haven't had an impluse to create anything visually for a long time. I think music is the only thing I give a fuck about anymore. If I ever want to start making art again, I'll probably delete all this shit and keep it in the /home/roint/graphics dir on my PC like I've usually had it in and start off fresh.
It kind of blows my mind that something I made as a joke in highschool has gotten 8 favorites, which aren't much at all, I know, but for some random creep who only had a few friends to comment on his "work", it's a lot and a lot more than I had on any other deviations. I'm flattered by it, but I'm done with both the humor and the didactic outsider photoshop monstrosities that I was so hell-bent on thrusting upon the deviantart servers. Basically, what I'm saying is that I'm not interested anymore in creating a bunch of postmodern doggerel and I'm not really focusing on anything worthwhile artistically either.
My friends can listen to the music I'll be making. It'll be a whole lot better than Mister Tablet Head anyways.
- Mood:
Feh
Tired
